eyeless crown



left alone
not moving
quite
frozen empty stare
inherits the silent witness of consequences

jump into the crowd, smash attention, you dive deeper againts the current
intoxicating inner voice, release the mind so loud
become a blinding dark shadow

delusion... obsession...
extremely sensitive…
you put your attitude in a life that's complicated

closer
come into my eyes
stay focus
on the subject
dig deeper
to slice open wide
but don't stare in the eyes

stop and look around you
one is never enough only one
as if the whole world is his to devour
the human instinct functions accordingly

for a moment close your eyes and think
one of you forcing willingly
the mind dream beyond reality
floating back and forth forgetting the colours

   can you see the signs of anxiety behind his smile?
   inside his laughing throat
   far beneath what he wears
   try to slice open the dark curtain

astray
caught in a snare
subsist
unrevoked seizure

  anyone can see better, they are gods to their own fates

cutting... picking... and pulling out fear organs
carried away in emotions enjoying every reaction
what elements are there in you
inside yourself
on the back side of you
putting a tight noose around your heart standing arrogantly right on your head
whisper your instinct
what are you made of?

silence the heart
turn of the feelings
straddle the logic... piss on fear…
silence the heart
turn of the feelings
straddle the sense
suck out emotions break through the energy to empower

astray
caught in a snare
subsist
unrevoked seizure

 anyone can see better, they are gods to their own fates

when the deepest part of you is touch and helpless
when all strength in your body can do nothing
lying helpless without compassion
what do you expect in your surrender?

searching... running... hiding... haunting…

remorse, aggrivation, fatique and tears nothing seems to be any different
an empty space floats around without meaning, damned
grief and joy have their times
will case as if they will never return
then i can do nothing to laugh and even cry to leave it
i swear to god

SCREAMING FACTOR ‘Welcome Pieces’ EP

[ReloadYourStereo/Apokalip, 2008]

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